A Margarita on Disguise

i thought i would change. i’m so full of words.

Last night, I wanted to turn my cellphone off because I don’t want anyone contacting me. But suddenly, the phone rang, and I was very surprised with the message. I wasn’t expecting this because I have moved on, I thought i failed. But anyway, the message contained details to my specialized exam for the Varsitarian.

It’s a blessing from God, i know.

God doesn’t want me to change. God doesn’t want me to run away from my dreams. God has been very good to me. God is telling me not to punish myself.

The exam is tomorrow.

On Monday, i don’t know how  …

No one knows i have this, i think..

I’ll continue this. it’s the only online outlet i have now. get in touch with me here.

goodbye life!

 Jack Starks said:

The important thing in life is to believe that while you’re alive, it’s never too late. I promise you, Jean, no matter how bad things look, they look better awake than they do asleep.